Sunday, September 23, 2012

Ode to you



Loving my history and hating the entity...
Did you swear on it?
Did you put your life on the lies?
My name and your name go together
Like salt and pepper
Come and whisper your sorrows because
Your laughter creates fickle memories
Tell me about the messages you left for everyone but me.
Cheers to you and your wishes
I'm in London still...
And yet I will never be where you want me to be
Drink your apples and ridicule me
When I'm only trying to console your beliefs of who we are and
Who we were meant to be.
Lovely
You are
My hesitant glance
Fast forward to adamant conversations
About frequent trips to Europe
That make no sense of how it actually is with us.
Can you sip my sweetness and tell me that it's over?
You shine with your intoxicating sadness
Cuddle.
Blaming my hatred on loving you
Blaming the hatred on losing you
Back and forth I struggle with your cold mistakes
All of your kindness and punches and smiles and blows and
Oh the bruises you left.
Can I give up after all this time?
Compilations of our troubles
Are my intimate meanings and doubts
I quietly show you my tears
And pray you cry for me as well
The color of ripe tomatoes I get
When I know it's not about me you write.
Breaking News: You forgot your pieces.
I would have been fine without you
You just filled spaces I didn't know I had.
We could have gone dreamer...
We could have car danced to our one destination
When your path was laced with mine
I should leave you behind
To be your own person without my wraths and chains and gate
God I've cured my block
And it was you darling
My love and hate.

Beach House - Wishes

A review I wrote on Beach House

http://weheartmusic.typepad.com/blog/2012/09/beach-house-at-tipitinas-new-orleans.html

Wednesday, August 15, 2012



I get to do this tonight


We drank iced coffee and told our dreams in the sand








Hamburg, Germany


I want to go where the ghosts go


I asked him to run away with me and leave all this behind...


I stepped onto her streets and knew London would have a part of my heart forever







Cafe Le Monde- London

   I sat at this cafe all afternoon writing. I met a guy with amazing socks who wanted to see me again. I smiled and told him I would write about him someday.

Sunday, August 5, 2012

Helen Stellar- "Newton"

big and small

I feel like I'm Alice in Wonderland and my life is a monstrosity of bizarre characters and nonsense. Life is so strange. I'm here, living my life in one place, yet my mind and heart are somewhere else.

To think of you that way now, it could only be written for lovers


Zero Pancakes


Maybe I’m just hazy
All of this talk of writing is making me fucking crazy
Maybe it’s heightened by expectations and the need to feel validated
At all times I have created
Mystery
I asked seven people today if they wanted pancakes with me
No takers
No blueberries on my tongue to satisfy my need for existence 
So again I eat alone
I grimace at the ugly face on the other side of lonely
That other word for lonely that we’ll call
Forgotten 

Mother


A mother trickles down those lost and lonely stairs
People tell her that she’s beautiful but she doesn’t seem to care
To catch her off the box is a rare sight indeed
Another world, another planet she really wants to be
Because she does not partake in the shallow things we do
Her orb contains a heart bigger than any of us knew 
Stronger than the waves crashing upon that frightful sea
Her blue and grey stories meant everything to me
She sings her songs of courage, she sings her songs of grace
Her poetic words of parting the men always have to chase
As a little girl she skipped and granted other people magic
Soft hands floating above the piano like doves who seem to have it
Go now into the unknown without fear
Please, can’t someone tell her she knows her destiny?
She knows her inevitable point in time, you see
I decided to walk into your dream and not only inspire but
I changed it
Because I’m your umbrella you carry with you
Through the rain which seldom breaks your heart
Sleep tight my dear, for soon you’ll feel the Arizona sun
And with conviction it tells you the new day has begun.